Back in the worst years of my anxiety, I thought I would never be able to function a part from depending on anti-anxiety meds. I wasn't sure that I could do anything on my own without some kind of safety net underneath to catch me. This weeks photo challenge is called, "I have a dream" in honor of the late Dr. Martin Luther King. I thought a lot about my dreams and aspirations and how I'm 29 years old with two kids and still haven't decided what I want to be when I grow up. But when I look back at the me from my early 20's, I realize that perhaps I'm already living out a dream that at one point, I thought I'd never see- to be healthy and happy. This, I'm sure, had to happen before any of my other dreams could be realized. So today, I'm grateful for the baby steps, the-two-steps-forward-and-one-step-backs, for grace that has been extended to me above and beyond what I deserve, and for the beautiful life that I'm living, not because I've learned to live without anxiety, but in spite of it.
Linking up to My3boybarians P52 challenge!
wow, very powerful!
ReplyDeleteVery poignant indeed! Celebrate how far you've come.
ReplyDeleteThanks to both of you! One day at a time, right? :)
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